I'm missing you badly now, why are u giving me a cold shoulder? if there's anything about me that turns u off, you could have told me, why the cold treatment? its hard for me not to think of you, each time i hesitate contacting you, cause i have no idea if i am looking forward to your reply/ reaction. its either u give me some super short reply or u dun reply at all. did my sms irritate u? i have no idea, i really don't. I dun contact you often, but yet u give me the feeling that you find me an eyesore and hope that i would nvr contact u. dunno what i should do now. persist or what? my efforts to be in vain. you have no idea what i did for u, but then again, i doubt it would make any difference. You'll prob just ignore me again, i dunno if i should respect ur decision by gradually disappearing from your life.....
i feel like some idiot, doing something for no reason
did i do anything wrong to make u ignore me? i dun get it, why can't we even be friends?
I'm tired, tired of constantly being a fool in most of the things that i do. i wonder if i should persist
tired... i really am < < < [ Alfred's Work . ]

Hey Alfred , I dunno if it refers to me . But , anything tell me . Dunn post it on your "Venting Anger Blog" , "VAB" . Okkayys ? Anything just tell me . It's okkayys . Dunn keep it to yourself okkayys ? It's NOT GOOD for HEALTH , if euu keep everything to yourself dhen to say it all out . Euu just tell me ATH . I ' ll be your listening ear okkayys ? Promise , yeahhs ? (:

*Notice : Even if it does not refers to me , ath euu should just tell me . ATH troubling euu , tell me . I promise to be your listening ear , okkayys ? (; ( Ring me up , when euu nid a listening ear , Okkayys ? (: )